1-2-3 Whispered Pectoriloquy

About a month ago I started an extremely accelerated nursing program. It has been a whirl wind already, but graduation is the goal. I met 3 amazing peeps that became my study group and my new bffs. We pretty much spend every waking moment together and when we are not to together we are texting each other, facebooking each other, or calling each other. In class we are the students that get dirty looks by the teachers for talking toooooo much..or maybe its just b/c jake's voice seems to carry. We have a good time and no body seems to understand why we are not sooooooo stressed out. But lets be honest as soon as you start to stress out and take yourself to seriously, you stop having fun. So that's what we are doing...having fun! Instead of taking notes in class we play scrabble and instead of studying on lunch break like everyone else we just up and leave to a new restaurant of choice. We make up songs to remember our notes...I got 99 problems but a BRO aint one!! I think everything happens for a reason. We were all supposed to be going through this process together. We click very well, and as I like to phrase we dont have too many chiefs or Indians. It just works. I am blessed to have met them and I would not be okay without them or the Valerian they gave me. They dont get on my nerves...except for maybe jake when he sighs and moans in the middle of a test...Little J knows what I am talking about!! Ha but really...I am looking forward to what the future brings us...I know its gonna be a wild ride.

Just When You Think You've Got Everything Figured Out

This time last year, if you asked me where I see myself in the future, my answer would have been very different from my reality. I had a serious boyfriend, my own place, and everything seemed to be going my way. Never in my wildest dreams would I have thought that we break up and I would be living at my moms house again. Going through this break up was single handily the hardest thing I have ever been through in my entire life. Not being able to talk to my best friend everyday and not having him be able to experience my life as it progresses was the toughest part for me. It has been a little over a month now, and I will say each day gets a little easier and each day I think of him a little less. My New Years resolution was to let go. So that's what I am doing, letting go of him, of the pain, and all of the negative energy he brought into my life. But I will say that I find it very liberating that he is now dating a trashy girl. So my current goal is to focus on reinventing myself, focus on school, and focus on being the type of person who can trust again. I am going to become more independent and put less pressure on other people to make me happy. So if you are every in a position where you think you've got everything figured out....think again!!!!