Just When You Think You've Got Everything Figured Out

This time last year, if you asked me where I see myself in the future, my answer would have been very different from my reality. I had a serious boyfriend, my own place, and everything seemed to be going my way. Never in my wildest dreams would I have thought that we break up and I would be living at my moms house again. Going through this break up was single handily the hardest thing I have ever been through in my entire life. Not being able to talk to my best friend everyday and not having him be able to experience my life as it progresses was the toughest part for me. It has been a little over a month now, and I will say each day gets a little easier and each day I think of him a little less. My New Years resolution was to let go. So that's what I am doing, letting go of him, of the pain, and all of the negative energy he brought into my life. But I will say that I find it very liberating that he is now dating a trashy girl. So my current goal is to focus on reinventing myself, focus on school, and focus on being the type of person who can trust again. I am going to become more independent and put less pressure on other people to make me happy. So if you are every in a position where you think you've got everything figured out....think again!!!!